Hubbell - Essays and Prose

Spontaneous free-renderings of the Awakening to Presence experiences of Bruce Michael Hubbell - through prose and essays

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

What is My Life’s Purpose?

My life's purpose is to be fully present as the clear and awake living one of this personal form of God – to be fully aware our destiny and to live the journey of the awakening one – to stop the denial – to talk about – to tell others – to say how we feel – at all costs to tell ourselves this truth – to know without any reflection; that what is so for us, in regard to our understanding of God’s will for us . . . is truly what is so for us

We do not need to defend who we are – yet we do need to tell ourselves and those affected what is true for us – what we see and feel

Yes – to be the living awakening one in ourselves – to allow the journey of God to enter and live fully as our very will – to surrender to this allowance and feel it’s core movement - to speak us

Peace and Wonder

This is what meditation helps to secure in our day to day, moment to moment conscious feelings - it gives us space - we then recognize the behavior of our reactive conditioning – when we see our mechanics, that recognition in and of itself changes our destiny forever – this simple intervention (meditation), in these mechanics, breaks our unconscious spell and we begin to relax and see what has always been here – the grace – the opening – and we begin to recognize ourselves . . . as life itself - we are each unique and yet all the same – we then feel and see the wonder of it all – and find peace in all events which spontaneously arise to us

The Place

The place of peace and tranquility comes after all of the grief, fear, hopelessness, sorrow, remorse is seen over and over and over again – in its static form - all of the shame of being human is understood - as only on going ignorance of God’s work with us.