Upon Awakening

I know you will understand this – and I wanted to share it with you

Thank you – I feel you there and it means so much.

You honor me with your time and attention – I am grateful you are listening – that, in and of itself, is very nurturing and incredibly supportive as we are connecting.

My intention is to be real: to be open, vulnerable, honest, clear, thorough but not dramatic, blaming or making excuses regarding any of my adolescent past choices and behaviors.

I would only ask for your genuine personal interest and greater cultural understanding of what is happening - - - not only to me but to so many others today - - - and I sense to you too - - - because you are reading this.

This entry in this blog is a way to initiate and to help me speak about and express the conscious process of Spiritual Awakening – which is a graceful option to choose - it will help me keep or to remerge my feeling of my whole bodily attention into awakened presence - because I forget who I am and go back asleep often.

I am a reluctant bhakti bodhisattva.

The primordial movement in my Being is to realize my whole authentic self - to consciously develop and complete my personal union with the all pervading presence of the living Divine life current - while discovering how I may contribute to other’s movement into their God union.

I am not trying to justify or rationalize my life to you – I just want you to travel with me and possibly come to know what I see and feel.

I know with all of my Heart and Soul that I am experiencing and am part of this global and deep Spiritual transfiguration happening more rapidly in these early 21st century days amongst our more spiritually conscious human culture – it is literally the emergence of a new human species - discovered through our attraction to direct personal experiences, practices and confessions of the presence of God.

I sense this has been at the root of my life's impulses and choices since the 60’s.

I am not alone – especially here in Northern California - many of us are aware we live in a very unique time in our social cultural environment and our Spiritual evolution - I am drawn to associate with others like myself – who intuit and understand these matters of this movement and our deep attraction to merge into full conscious Spiritual restedness with wisdom – we are being impulsed to learn, experience, serve, grow and to consciously work on and allow these transfigurations to occur in our personal primal nature.

I believe this alive organic movement is deep in the genetic code of our human form.

It is God’s intention and purpose to manifest our awakening.

Thank you for allowing me to work on and express all this – very clarifying.