Memories are Urges

Memories are urges – they are all we have when we want to be closer or remember someone, place, event or thing – something in the deep quality of the memory elicits a feeling so familiar and yet ever so interesting even exciting – we can’t help it we are drawn right in - we love the scenes – no matter how maudlin or wonderful – this urge is like when we were in our crib and saw the mobile for the first time – we are fascinated – we can’t take our eyes off it – we watch as it dances and moves - the delight rushes through every pour of our little body - we sense this great feeling of something wonderful - we want it more than we can understand – it is some primordial movement in us to receive the information that is poring out - we not only see it but we feel it and all of it’s qualities in so many multiplicities, forms and ways that it all overwhelms us and makes our bodies jump and writhe with the joy.