In Stillness

In truth there is no one here to talk about – only the intelligent living Divine Presence transfiguring to be Awake fully - consciously discovering how it is re-awakening and then going back to sleep.

The old personal model and activity of self referencing stories is dieing away because of deep inspection and the lack of use.

I know now without a doubt I am connected to the impulse to Awaken beyond my control

Awakening is happening to me – it is real.

I am drawn to be outwardly and inwardly still - to reduce my mental and egoic story telling activity outwardly - to take real breaks from my self imposed madness of stress and thinking - which just drives the grip, power and illusion of my misidentification with my fretful inauthentic self.

I have heard all my own stories and have felt all those old reactive thoughts/feelings enough now – I am almost finished with them - and I don’t really want to listen to anyone else’s either – not now

I am drawn to spaces and moments where I can consciously allow talking and all that to rest - I am finding places to serve or take long rides throughout the countryside or go to the Ocean to initiate a conscious meditative sojourn – to elicit the Stillness - so I can practice this deepened space of conscious attention - to watch and be present as the transition occurs as I float free and clear – by God’s Grace I am drawn into the Stillness.

In this Stillness the Spiritual instruction is revealed and I am beginning to recognize how to merge with the already existing Divine space of Being.

I sometimes Awaken fully - when I do, I remember who I am and naturally move to dissolve into the deep truth of my very living and Eternal Self and reside Awake and present.

It is this Awakening time for me and others, I wish to acknowledge with my writing.