The Urge

As I sit here – with all that is going on – all of the rushing to get all of these next items on our to do list and to keep an eye on the clock and the future so we can get these simple and complex needs met or even accomplished.

Every so often we have a sense of break – then the unfamiliar but gentle urge so familiar to us becomes conscious of Itself and the total surrounding space including our internal mind too.

A bodily sense – of letting go and releasing our guard - we can’t help it now - it moves intelligently into place – calming our thinking and reassuring the body that this moment is about to become fuller in awareness – that we are about to watch and feel again the sense of differences and space becoming non conscripted or separate.

Then the arrival of the notion of conscious happiness or Bliss presence – fully realizing the moment is a literal transition from semi-consciousness to fuller consciousness - we realize this moment is to be given full attention – to allow the intelligence to guide the impulses of choice; to reside in full aware presence as no one and no where – now only the deep full assurance of perfect living presence is here.